The bitterness of a broken trust n heart. Such taste indeed. . A lessons worthy to learn n engraved at the skull like a scar that can never be removed..
almost like a tattoos.
Damn I’m totally totally totally worn out.. this has been a very very very very very very very very very long tiring day… I think ma leg just left me…urgh it feel jelly and squigle n wigle n limbless n … I don’t even know what I saying. .uwaaaaahhhh so sad, urgh my bone just crack..n my body,my poor body is aching. I…I just ……….. blank. ..I think I will go n just stay in ma room being lifeless. So bye..
P/s: I hate money..so freaking troublesome with or without it..urgh the source to all my stress >:[
It’s been a very long time indeed sinve I on Tumblr…how awkward.. yes indeed awkward. . I doing this for a reason. .n that reason seem to be involving my health especially my mind. . Yes.. I heard a saying that writing can help one heart n mind.. so here I am.. trying n writing n typing. .haha so hello to all … my name is ..errr .. as u can c above it’s Rexshin,but u can call me Rex. .. ofc it’s a fake name..haha mind u that I had a insecure feeling lingering in ma self.. a bit troublesome but yes I manage. .well this is certainly a long written post. .I must bored u huh… so well enough for now… good evening n tata…
i rather be deaf right now rather to hear them saying those thing to me.. i rather be blind rather to see those hatred eyes looking at me.. i rather be dead than to live like this..what a life,huh?hahaha.. i rather die..
hahaha no swearing so..hahaha… seems like i have to keep it them.. hmmm.. i tired with all this..life.. too..tired.. i want to sleep but i cant.. tch! it all so ..mess up.. it’s all too awkward now… very awkward.. i dont want to stay anymore.. it too suffocating.. i feel sick..the air,it’s like killing me from breathing.. urgh…
i dont have a door now.. hahahahaha…
i hate them..i hate how they treat me.. i hate that they never understand me… i hate how they belittle me…. i hate the facts that they r the ppl i called parent.. cux to me they never act like one.. i hate them
OMG..!!! hell yeah OMG!!! geez.. wht dafuq is going on now..?! Oh shit??!! shit shit shit shit shit shit!!!!! shit like hell yeah damn it! damn….. fuck…! gotta hell out of here damn it.. it totally bitching me like crazy.. i mean.. dafuq seriously? i’m not gonna do that.. i mean r u fucking serious? well … i got an answer for you… hell no you fucking asshole!!!
so fucking hate my job my life n my mind… cause it’s all fucked up .. so bitching annoying hell rite now.. gotta get my life a bit a juice so rite now i thinking bout’ clubbing? maybe .. jeez.. i’m so fucked up now.. really hate it like hell yeah… argh! damn it!! can’t life go easy on me a little bit, maybe..?