i rather be deaf right now rather to hear them saying those thing to me.. i rather be blind rather to see those hatred eyes looking at me.. i rather be dead than to live like this..what a life,huh?hahaha.. i rather die..
hahaha no swearing so..hahaha… seems like i have to keep it them.. hmmm.. i tired with all this..life.. too..tired.. i want to sleep but i cant.. tch! it all so ..mess up.. it’s all too awkward now… very awkward.. i dont want to stay anymore.. it too suffocating.. i feel sick..the air,it’s like killing me from breathing.. urgh…
i dont have a door now.. hahahahaha…
i hate them..i hate how they treat me.. i hate that they never understand me… i hate how they belittle me…. i hate the facts that they r the ppl i called parent.. cux to me they never act like one.. i hate them
OMG..!!! hell yeah OMG!!! geez.. wht dafuq is going on now..?! Oh shit??!! shit shit shit shit shit shit!!!!! shit like hell yeah damn it! damn….. fuck…! gotta hell out of here damn it.. it totally bitching me like crazy.. i mean.. dafuq seriously? i’m not gonna do that.. i mean r u fucking serious? well … i got an answer for you… hell no you fucking asshole!!!
so fucking hate my job my life n my mind… cause it’s all fucked up .. so bitching annoying hell rite now.. gotta get my life a bit a juice so rite now i thinking bout’ clubbing? maybe .. jeez.. i’m so fucked up now.. really hate it like hell yeah… argh! damn it!! can’t life go easy on me a little bit, maybe..?
isn’t it enough already.. i had enough with all of them.. i sick of it.. i sick of everything.. i sick of nothingness..i sick of just doing nothing.. i hate it when i had to rely on them.. i hate all of them..
i wanna stand on my own.. i wanna stand and face the world.. i wanna see n feel… i wanna cry and try.. with my own body,soul n mind.. i wanna feel free..